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Post by Loogs on Apr 23, 2007 20:19:54 GMT -5
This one will be a hell of a lot longer. Don't expect me on until the end of summer the earliest. Please send all hate mail, preferrably emotionally scarring and scathing, to my dear old mother.
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Post by drew on Apr 23, 2007 22:22:41 GMT -5
can i get her e-mail? i bet you ten dollars i could make her cry
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Post by V101 on Apr 23, 2007 23:31:49 GMT -5
^creeper
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Post by bulbaboy on Apr 24, 2007 16:20:01 GMT -5
*trys not to laugh at the creeper comment*
Wow... end of summer. That sucks.
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Post by Loogs on Apr 28, 2007 13:05:28 GMT -5
Thought it would be end of summer. Nope, she became lenient. But internet time is limited though.
I have to stop doing that thing where I overreact.
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Private Stiffy
Joyeuse Insurgency
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Post by Private Stiffy on May 1, 2007 20:07:41 GMT -5
Not like you'll miss much, nothing really happening/going on... all the energy has been sucked out and consolidated into Mafia, I'm personally waiting for some more action within the RP board that I can jump into without having to delve into overly-characterized plot developments
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Post by Loogs on Jun 2, 2007 11:20:17 GMT -5
Okay guys, wouldn't call this an absence much, but I'll be in Colombia for the next....4 or 6 weeks. Yes, I'll have internet, and even more internet than I did last time I went there! So....yes, you'll see me, no you won't see me quite as often as I'll be doing things. And after that, it's Greensboro, North Carolina for me. T_T
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Post by Baboon on Jun 3, 2007 10:12:42 GMT -5
Prime deleted his post and I've got something I need to say. [screenshot'd] I really do hate being in the incredibly awkward position where I'm friends with everyone to varying degrees. I can't say anything targeted at someone, as it would invariably insult them. I can't not say anything either. The situation isn't made any better by the fact that your mood swings and changes of attitude happen nearly instantaneously. You can be a great person to talk to, but as soon as discussion veers toward the boards, you become incredibly rude, offensive, and intolerable, especially toward Steph and even Lee. I don't want to lose a friendship (or whatever you'd call this), but I can't bear to let you trample all over the two of them. Yes, some of what you're claiming IS true, but please, just don't explode to say it. >_< If everyone's differences are put aside, so much more can be accomplished and this would be a better place for it.
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Post by Tout-Perd on Jun 3, 2007 15:44:55 GMT -5
Don't worry about me being biased towards Loogs one way or the other. Or Prime for that matter.
Prime, not to offend you, but sometimes your behavior is a little too erratic for me to be fully reliant on you. As you said yourself, you believe in doing whatever you feel like as long as you live through it.
And Loogs, well, let's just say I don't really enjoy associating with her because she's waxing negative right now. In around half a year, she'll settle back into things, and become happy and productive again, but until then... Yes, I do believe I'll avoid her. Heck, sometimes she makes me wish that the boards had an ignore button. She likes to whine and whine, but never contribute a valid solution. She's starting to improve a little, but really, she's a backseat driver to beat the band.
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Post by prime on Jun 3, 2007 21:31:14 GMT -5
Lol, like I ever expected anyone to be fully relient on me. I was an administrator, yes, and I did whatever the hell I wanted. That is also true. But the thing is, I did a lot, and I did what I did well, that's why I was an admin. I did a good job, and even if you don't believe the same as myself, that's something anyone can respect, even if they don't like how I am.
Oh, and Lee. No running. In half a year sure, she may bring herself out of it. But that's just running away from it mate. You can't refute me now, because you've just as good as admitted you still love her, so I shall take your weakness and make a statement with it. You cannot wait, you have to prove it, prove it NOW, while you can, while you care, while its the right time, because sooner is always better than later. And because you'll only understand it when you've fought for it, nursed it, and put your soul into it. Otherwise, its just empty, no matter how you try to look at it.
And the evidence of that will be shown to you, when you die.
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Post by Damien on Jun 4, 2007 4:26:33 GMT -5
Thanks for that Dr. Phil, I have a wart on my toe, any advice?
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Post by prime on Jun 4, 2007 23:35:48 GMT -5
Depends, how annoyed are you? How stubborn is the wart? I used to have a wart on my foot in the same goddamn place, it always came back no matter how many times it was frozen. So finally, one day, I was so goddamn pissed off I just took a knife and cut the motherfucker out. If your really annoyed with it, I suggest you do the same. However, if your patient, I'd suggest going and getting it frozen.
As for indulging your stop question, your very welcome, even though I know you'll show absolutely NO gratitude.
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Post by bulbaboy on Jun 5, 2007 9:53:56 GMT -5
I used to have a wart on my food Do you eat frogs?
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Post by prime on Jun 5, 2007 12:08:19 GMT -5
Tastes just like chicken, and thats saying nothing of toads.
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Post by Loogs on Jun 14, 2007 7:37:51 GMT -5
A few words to say her:
Lee, if you don´t mind me saying, eff you. (sorry, needed that out of my system. From now on, no insults...) This whole "negative" spiel has gone on far too long. Of course it´s easy for you to say I´m negative, social butterfly. You´re not the one going through uncontrollable life changes, and no, definitely not the one with great difficulty making friends. Accept that some of us were born wallflowers, and that some of us really have it hard sometimes. My dad was unemployed for the first half of this year, so things have majorly sucked. Right now, it looks like things will finally change.
You, you´ve made a complete 180, and I really do not like it. The Exodus is Soviet Russia incarnate to me now. We escaped Chedy, formed a new board, put you in charge, and now you´re going and doing precisely what he´s doing. I´m a good 2 degrees off from leaving the boards for good.
Prime - again, don´t mind me saying, but eff off. You´re nothing but an asshole to me, even when I´ve done absolutely NOTHING. Back off.
I´ll only be on from 8 pm to 8 am (9 to 9 eastern time....colombia doesn´t believe in DST =D) so don´t expect much activity from me for five more weeks or so.
Babs - How is it that you´ll always have my back? =) Have a cookie.
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Post by Tout-Perd on Jun 14, 2007 9:00:41 GMT -5
Ahem. Loogs, my father was unemployed for the first half of this year, too. And he almost DIED of major thyroid issues (the doctors said that he was lucky he didn't have a heart attack, and that he would have lasted maybe a couple more months at most without treatment). Meanwhile, he and my mother almost split over trivial issues. We've had to put down two (good) dogs in the past year, one of them my pet since childhood.
And I doubt there's any more major life change than graduating from high school, but due to your family's financial situation, being totally unable to work, as you can't fix your truck to get it on the road since you don't have the money, and are 3+ hours walking/impossible bike trek away from any businesses.
The difference between you and I, Loogs, is that I do not burden other people with my presence. I do all I can to cheer people up, regardless of if I feel like shit or not. You, on the other hand, are only happy if you're dragging others down to your emotional level. You're not a wallflower, you're a bitch. Pure and simple.
How is this like Soviet Russia? What, with the zero censorship (Barring removing a flamewar from a permanent topic) and not banning people despite rules violations? (Dangaard with his double account) I'm very tolerant of rules violations, simply provided that people bring more to the table than they take away. I think the most obvious sign of this is that you still hold your administrative position, though honestly, we'd lose nothing by taking that away, except the time taken doing such. And I do honestly listen to suggestions from everybody, and barring the most obtuse, I'm willing to try them. Did you notice me working at length with Pope on his idea these past couple days? I want to give people more control over these boards than I, myself, have. Just because I was terse with Spiffy because he did a bonehead move in Mafia doesn't make me Stalin.
Listen, you can either shape up, or at least pretend to do it, but I've thought long and hard about you, and know what you really are. You've transformed into your mother over the past year. I know that friends are supposed to be there for eachother, but judging by the number of times you've backstabbed, doublecrossed, and undermined me, you just use your former closeness to me as a shield to prevent any retaliation.
Sure, you've gone through a tough time. But that doesn't give you a be-all end-all excuse to be a jerk. That's exactly what we've told Gil and El, and what I'm telling you now. My entire family was living on a sub-poverty level budget until the end of May, without welfare or foodstamps because my parents are too stupidly proud to try and get either. My aunt who babysat me tons while I was younger, and I'm still fairly close to (visit her for probably about a week a year) is in the hospital, dieing of lung problems the same way that my grandmother on that side did. And because of my family, when it comes to getting a job so I can move out and start my own life, I'm up shit creek without a paddle. And I assure you that you and I are not the only ones who have had miserable lives recently. Probably 33% of the active members can at least match our life-suckage. So, don't think you've got a special license to whine and moan. We all have free permission to, but very few of us ever employ the option. I, for one, believe it is petty and exhibitionistic to socially showcase one's problems. That's why none of you heard all of this until now.
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Post by Loogs on Jun 14, 2007 9:29:01 GMT -5
You have some nerve belittling me. Are we going to turn this into a "whose life sucks more" contest? Don't think so.
Nevertheless, I find that my previous post was quite offensive. I hereby apologize for it.
And yeah....theinternetheresucksass.
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Post by Tout-Perd on Jun 14, 2007 10:14:13 GMT -5
Apology accepted Loogs. I understand you're having a rough time. I'm just asking that you express yourself more positively here.
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Post by Damien on Jun 14, 2007 12:18:59 GMT -5
I love when we get to see flashes of THE ADMINATOR! I love that guy.
Sorry to hear about all the stuff that you've been through, Lee, I can sympathise, my life is a lot like yours and has been for a long time.
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Post by bulbaboy on Jun 14, 2007 12:34:49 GMT -5
I thought for a minute there I was gonna have to send them to thier rooms...
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Post by AngelicTragedy on Jun 14, 2007 18:05:58 GMT -5
"THE ADMINATOR"?!?!
Spounds like an awesomely bad movie...*runs off to make a script for The Adminator*
...Thanks Pikachu!...
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Post by Damien on Jun 14, 2007 18:54:17 GMT -5
What can I say, when I'm good I'm good and when I'm bad I'm shit.
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Post by prime on Jun 14, 2007 19:13:53 GMT -5
*yawn*
I shall most certainly not fuck off, this is far to entertaining. Also, if I'm nothing but a bastard to you, you should get some more self esteem. Even if its only cyber, you were still quite willing to fuck me, though I was only out to fuck WITH you at the time. ^^
Now, both of you have just bitched and ranted at eachother, and then made up. This is classically sickening, your in love, so stop telling me to fuck off when your the one making me hurl everywhere. I want the not hurly, though imagening you two doing to horizontal mash doesn't give me a lot of pleasure either.
Also, my father was unemployed for six years, I watched my mother die and go through defib, I haven't seen my sister in seven years, I had all my wisdom teeth removed at once, I've been hated at school from day one. I've had the bones in my body broken in multiple places and multiple times in some cases. I'm anti-social and not ever likely to have a halfway decent relationship, get married, or have kids. My only outlits are fighting and graphics, and I can't do graphics anymore. I haven't graduated from fucking highschool because some fucking bitch decided she didn't like me and fabricated an MSN conversation to get me expelled. I have insomnia and haven't slept in about three days at this point, this is considered normal for me thanks. My last girlfriend had a wonderful hobby, called reducing me to fucking tears. On top of that, she talked to me about everything, professed love to me, and fucked everyone else she felt like. In fact, I'm pretty sure she's diseased. On top of that, when she got pregnant, WHO DO YOU THINK SHE CAME TO? No it was not mine, but I was expected to take care of it, and I would've to. (Good thing it was a miscarrage.) I've been shot, stabbed, dumped, punched, kicked, shaved (you do not want to know where that practical joke went), and generally shit on for most of my life. My mother thinks I'm a child of the devil and has practically disowned me. I have no lifelong or childhood friends because I've had to move around so much, and I'm so fucking weary with life entirely that I can't work up the energy to kill myself even when I fucking feel like it.
SO SUCK MY SACK YOU WHINING MOTHERFUCKING BITCHES, YOU CAN'T TOUCH THIS CONCENTRATED BALL OF MISERY, EMO SUCKS MY DICK AS THE SOURCE OF ITS MOTHERFUCKING POWER. NEXT TIME SOMETHING TOTALLY FUCKING MISERABLE HAPPENS TO YOU, COME TALK TO ME ON MSN AND I'LL TELL YOU A STORY. I'LL MAKE IT NICE AND LONG, AND WATCH YOU FUCKING BREAK DOWN AND CRY ASSHOLES. STOP BITCHING, YOU'VE GOT IT GOOD, YOU TRY HAVING A FUCKING 6 INCH NEEDLE SHOVED UP YOUR SPINAL CORD.
Thank you.
P.S. Steph, you don't have mental problems, you don't have anyone to blame. Your just a bitch, your mother is two. Stop immitating your mother you dumb shit.
Lee... your a man ho....
I can't say anything about Lee, he bottles it all up.
*hands Lee some coal*
Could you make me a diamond please? Rich is good.
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Post by Baboon on Jun 14, 2007 19:29:53 GMT -5
That is enough. I'm getting absolutely sick of watching this. The fact that the two of them backed down should have been enough, but no. That would be too simple. This never was supposed to be a "whose life sucks more" competition. Now that this is realized, and you apparently want it to be, you're trying to bring it back. I just am getting sick of these fights. Some tension is to be expected, and everyone does need to vent at times. INSTIGATING these fights is uncalled for. Just about ALL of the arguing in this thread was instigated by you needling Steph and Lee on three separate occasions, two of which were at times when nobody was fighting!
Without going into my own opinions on this, I feel there is nothing to do here but to lock it. If some Mod, Steph, or Lee would like it unlocked, go right ahead.
If you've got personal opinions, fine. Just keep them to the appropriate situation or don't speak them at all. I absolutely hate seeing friends under attack just for your own amusement. Quit it or get the hell out already.
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Post by Tout-Perd on Jun 14, 2007 20:26:26 GMT -5
Nah, not going to unlock this. I just wanted to say that I've gotten over my romantic feelings for Stephanie, and now simply care about her as a person. I've done a lot of soulsearching and talking with people, and figured out some important stuff. No, I'm not gay. Just had to clarify it before somebody who can post in locked topics says so. But I did realize why a relationship between Stephanie and I didn't work out. It's not that she's a jerk, or anything of the type, just that we have different standards and desires. Basically, though we share interests and have fun around eachother, we don't have chemistry. If we lived closer together, we'd be great friends though. (And she'd probably beat Kristin to death with a shovel and steal her manga, but that's beside the point.)
Granted, I do grow weary of the prods at my management style, but alas, what's a man to do? In retrospect, I take back my comment about her being useless. She makes few contributions, and they're subtle, but they generally are quite useful.
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