Post by prime on Nov 18, 2006 7:26:38 GMT -5
It is with sadness that I shall leave you all behind now. I can't spend the rest of my life entrenched in a dream that can never be full-filled, even a dream I could create with my imagination and share with all of you. Your welcome to talk to me on MSN of course, but I have other things I need to do now.
The next few years will see me doing the things I've always dreamed of, no matter how impossible they are. And though I'm quite sure I won't be tooling around in a starship, I do plan to go back to california, and win my true loves heart. I also plan to realise my dream of becoming the strongest martial artist in the world, and I'll make short work of college and get a good job as a graphics artist.
These past few months have seen us all growing up, and growing further from each other. I haven't known most of you for as long as you've known each other, but never the less, I must say that these boards have been like my second home, and all of you my extended family. But out of all of us, I've been the one doing the least growing, selfishly clinging to my childhood and trying to force you all to stay back with me. So its time I bit the bullet, even if I don't like this pale world we live in.
I have words for a few of you, I hope you'll forgive my childish arrogance, and listen to them a little.
To Lee Tupper, your a wise and patient young man, and I respect you for that. But you need to act on impulse a little more often. Planning is a wonderful thing, it will serve you well in the long run, but life won't be so colorful and thing if you plan everything.
To Joe, Also known as Andurin. Your not much of a listener, but you have a deep mind, and one hell of a sense of humor. All I can say is don't waste it, you have a habit of leaving things half done, and you can't afford to do it forever.
To Yagei, if your out there. Your hot headedness and immaturity strongly resemble mine when I was younger, try not to make my mistakes, like relying on those who live far beyond the boundaries of your heart. Its time you looked around and saw people for what they really are, they aren't always as arrogant as they seem, and sometimes your true friends have been standing right beside you all along.
To Dave, You've found many things other would die for, but don't be flippant with them, pay attention, listen, and the world will do you no wrong.
To Elliot, Cutting, crying, depression, anxiety. Your OWN mind breeds these things, the more you think about them the stronger they become. Find focus, a hobby, a girl, it doesn't matter. People who make you laugh, think less about your problems and more about how to solve them. And no, I'm not your mother. Whether you take my advice or not, you can still kiss my ass.
To Gil. Your a dick, don't ever change, I hate it when I don't have anyone to argue with. ^.^
To Alb, Tell your mother already. Life isn't worth living as a lie, and avoiding your problems can only do more harm in the long run. Trust me, I know all to well.
I suppose that's all I have to say. I'm not trying to be dramatic here, I'm just not going to disappear like I used to. You know where and going, and you can understand it. That's the idea. I'm not trying to run away, just give a fond farewell.
The next few years will see me doing the things I've always dreamed of, no matter how impossible they are. And though I'm quite sure I won't be tooling around in a starship, I do plan to go back to california, and win my true loves heart. I also plan to realise my dream of becoming the strongest martial artist in the world, and I'll make short work of college and get a good job as a graphics artist.
These past few months have seen us all growing up, and growing further from each other. I haven't known most of you for as long as you've known each other, but never the less, I must say that these boards have been like my second home, and all of you my extended family. But out of all of us, I've been the one doing the least growing, selfishly clinging to my childhood and trying to force you all to stay back with me. So its time I bit the bullet, even if I don't like this pale world we live in.
I have words for a few of you, I hope you'll forgive my childish arrogance, and listen to them a little.
To Lee Tupper, your a wise and patient young man, and I respect you for that. But you need to act on impulse a little more often. Planning is a wonderful thing, it will serve you well in the long run, but life won't be so colorful and thing if you plan everything.
To Joe, Also known as Andurin. Your not much of a listener, but you have a deep mind, and one hell of a sense of humor. All I can say is don't waste it, you have a habit of leaving things half done, and you can't afford to do it forever.
To Yagei, if your out there. Your hot headedness and immaturity strongly resemble mine when I was younger, try not to make my mistakes, like relying on those who live far beyond the boundaries of your heart. Its time you looked around and saw people for what they really are, they aren't always as arrogant as they seem, and sometimes your true friends have been standing right beside you all along.
To Dave, You've found many things other would die for, but don't be flippant with them, pay attention, listen, and the world will do you no wrong.
To Elliot, Cutting, crying, depression, anxiety. Your OWN mind breeds these things, the more you think about them the stronger they become. Find focus, a hobby, a girl, it doesn't matter. People who make you laugh, think less about your problems and more about how to solve them. And no, I'm not your mother. Whether you take my advice or not, you can still kiss my ass.
To Gil. Your a dick, don't ever change, I hate it when I don't have anyone to argue with. ^.^
To Alb, Tell your mother already. Life isn't worth living as a lie, and avoiding your problems can only do more harm in the long run. Trust me, I know all to well.
I suppose that's all I have to say. I'm not trying to be dramatic here, I'm just not going to disappear like I used to. You know where and going, and you can understand it. That's the idea. I'm not trying to run away, just give a fond farewell.